Desire | Daily #3

It is nearly Christmas

It is kind of a time for consideration

I've been wondering about me

Getting caught up in thought loops about itI have this deep deep desire to do really well at something

Be the best sailor

Be the only adventure racer

Be the Richest or the Most famous

and I don't exactly know why

I think I want this because I want to be respected and be able to get all the 'friends' I want and speak to whomever I want

To be honest I think those reasons are valid.

I understand the statements about don't try being famous or rich. Or it is not worth it. But to be honest I don't believe that. I certainly believe becoming financially independent is very important. From then onwards I want to do whatever I want. Create, invest, change. That kind of nonsense.

Just at the moment I worry I don't have the desire to really do it.

And that is pretty scary. But there is a lot of time. I really shouldn't worry that much.

Realistically we should all do whatever we want. This is only a short life m8.

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