a strange relationship with summer
its odd the british summertime the americans came over a year or two ago to race against us and they who we know have such blue skies such little cloud in comparison were stunned by our long days we don't really think of ourself as a northern country we are not scandinavian but really we are with the level of sunlight we get these last few months in the evenings looking out of my window and the light its special - that part makes me feel good its the daytimes the sometimes oppressive heat and more majorly the knowledge that accross the country there is fun to be had that hurts me when im sitting inside looking at it - i try not to do that very much its rather disheartening - i wonder how many people feel the same how many people look at their windows at a nice day and feel guilty they are not out in it doing something let me tell you when you are it is everything you hope you are not missing which makes going back to being inside ... sad t...